The Day After

Guys, I missed work this morning again because I cannot concentrate. On one hand I got Sonya pushing me to marry her and start a family while, on the other hand, this Simona girl is stuck in my brain. Let's go back a bit to explain the situation. A few years ago my mother was admitted in this hospital where terminally ill people are cared for. Let's be frank, it is not a place where everyone can leave his dear ones or unwanted ones, this is a very expensive place where those with a bit of money prove to be nice to those who are a problem. Look, I am bloody cynical but I cannot stand those that behind the interest of a mother or a father or a grand mother hides him or herself saying that it is for the good of the loved ones. So, back to the story. My mother was ill and my father, a very rich guy to which I owe anything from my job to my loft, to my underpants, to my being a spoiled brat (according to Sonya), rarely used to go to visit her because of his mysterious trips around the world all for business and all for the interest of the family. Anyway, I am not so much different from him and sometiems I think I hate him for this. So, during one of my visits I met Sonya that had lost her mother recently and was now volunteering. She took my mother at heart and, at the beginning, I thought she had a sort of economical interest but when I found out that she knew that my mother was just a commoner and not someone from the rich Roman upper class, things started changing and I began to ask her out. She told me that her father pushed her to become and architect but she never liked it so she tried to become an interior designer, thing that she loved but when her mother got sick she started finding her real path: helping the others. Her father never liked it until a point when he decided not to bother anymore in trying to get the daughter back to the world of money and glamour. A few months after we dated her father, a great man, not like my father, confided me that he was one of the main supporters of the Non-profit organisation the daughter volunteered for and that he understood that if one day, his daughter, would hate him, it would hve been well deserved. Sonya will never hate anyone. Hate is a word not in her dictionary. So, now you know a bit about us and how we met. As you know, I forgot about the birthday yesterday so I went out and bought her a ring, a diamond ring, Yersterday evening she thought that it was an engagement ring. Jeez! How stupid of me! I should have thought about it. I told her that it was not time to get married yet as I still had a long way to go in my career and that one day I would have been able to afford to keep a family. Well, you guys try to tell this to someone who doesn't really give a shot about money and you will see the reaction you get. It was a disaster. She accused me of being a narcisistic bastard, someone who cares only about enjoyment and runs from responsbilities and a few more thing and that her main fault was to have fallen for a playboy. I have to admit that she is right about everything but I just love being the way I am and I hate work and responsibilities. I got the worst of my dad and mum... She left me at the restaurant with the ring and the bill to pay. On the way back I called Romano but no answer from him. I just wanted to confirm that I would have loved to attend the Pilates classes with Simona. I did this this morning, I called directly the gym and booked me in for the lessons run by Simona. I informed Flavio and he confirmed that he would have loved to join too but he had problems wih his work and he would have come time to time when possible. Tonight I will see him for dinner and get abused, as usually happen, by this smart, intelligent, well behaved, educated son of a bitch. It was too early to go to sleep so I called a friend, one of those that can suck your cock better than a man does. She wouldn't leave me alone for a while and we had a long session while I was thinking to come, every single time, inside Simona or all over her body. I think that sex last night was the best ever. This morning I missed the alarm and when I woke up my friend was gone and so 500 euro from my wallet.