Why did you do that?

Sonya... Why did you do that? Was I rally worth your life? I feel like
shit! I feel you did it for me but I should have I behaved? I was not
the only interest in your life. You had the people you helped loving
you and you loved them. Have you thought that now they will miss you?
You have been as selfish as I am! How about your poor father? How
could you leave him alone after you were the only daughter that was
keeping him alive and give him a reason to live.

Sonya, Sonya... Why did you do that? Why?

I remember everything happened between us: the nice and the bad times.
What could I do if I didn't love you anymore? Why do I feel so guilty
but at the same time I am looking for the world to forgive me and
blame myself for your act.

My poor baby, my poor girl...

I am devastated! I am sorry if I treated you badly last week but,
Sonya, you knew it was over and I could not bear anymore your
presence: pestering me, stalking me... Anneka called me today and told
me that you contacted her to ask about me and Simona... How the hell
you possibly knew Anneka? I will never know what she told you but for
sure was not something nice. I will get the Swedish bitch and she will
fucking tell me what she told you about me...

I am no saint but not for this you had to kill yourself and make me
feel so guilty...

My poor girl...

Forgive me! I am so sorry! Sorry!