hello everyone

Since Sonya has taken her own life I have tried to understand why I
felt so guilty. I have been wondering if "ways" can lead someone to
death more than "reasons". Did Sonya kill herself because I left her
or because of the way I treated her. I do not feel guilty about
leaving her. I didn't love her anymore and I still feel like this,
after her death. This is the last time I talk about Sonya. Life must
go on and I am in love and I want to marry Simona. I told her that I
am serious about us and that I want her to think about it. She is
staying at Flavio's place and I really don't understand what goes on
between them. I think they are just friends and they talk because I
cannot possibly see the two of them being together.

This week I will ask, for the last time, Simona to come to live with
me. Forget London and selling or renting my apartment. I will find a
job, I will open a new gym for her and we will live happily
thereafter...

Love you Simona!